yes i'll confess.
i'm regretting it now.
i never thought it'd turn out this way.
0806, i really love you guys.
and nothing i write can ever express this degree.


the labelling.
the stereotyping.
the pre-judging.
the unacceptance.
i'm sorry.
and now i'm paying for this mistake.


kbox drew me close.
basketball brought me closer.
captain's ball locked me in this fellowship.
and no one can take that away from me.


not forgetting my wonderful pw mates.
although we never had a pw outing.
i'll always keep you guys close to my heart.
we had our tiffs and disagreements.
plus i was always at training.
thanks for helping me get my A.
you guys will always be the best.


you dont know what you got till its gone.
overused but apt.
i will really miss you guys.
the last day of school will stay with me.
it'll be a memory i'll always hold on to.
please forgive me, 08.
i failed to cherish us enough.


my lasting impressions:
janice - we hardly talked but you were always amiable, always approachable.

jelphine - the one i always got into fights with, never failed to bring a smile to my face.

siping - constantly asking me questions about life, love and sex (: sunshine of 0806.

feline - the one who always walks faster than the noisy girls with me.

xinyi - my 162 bus mate, those special times when we shared stories of our lives, whom i taught krumping and laughed our asses off.

xinxuan - my fellow christian friend and a very patient math group leader.

yiting - allowed me to dress her up and make her look real pretty.

xina - really high-pitched voice (: fellow kboxer whom i always sang rainie's "ai mei" with.

yeeshin - always spunky and spontaneous, someone who compared leg lengths with me.

zinc - treasurer, you owe me money! the most passionate 0806-er and a really good girl-friend.

toy - my confidante and my hoe, source of joy and irritance, someone who loved to visit the locker like 3 times a day, who never came to my major performances, i love you babe, more than jiazheng.

javier - a fellow english speaker, always open and sociable but shy at the same time, amazing basketball shooter who doesnt look while shooting.

edwin - someone really special to me, who has a bowling obssession, never failed to put a smile back on my face with your silly antics, always dependable and always there, i never wanna let go of the times we shared, i love you very much too.

zhixuan - always harming me physically! but a source of laughter as well.

cherkian - someone so close to my heart and the last person i'd ever wanna hurt, my source of comfort, the one who patiently taught me how to do a proper lay-up, who shared the most of my 08 memories, all the times we had together, will remain that precious to me.

sixu - my LT5 math lecture mate, someone who'll always stand up for me, the only one who gets tricked into buying me brownies, brothers for life (:

joseph - the smartest person in class and in the cohort, perhaps a source of motivation.

jiahui - the one i screamed at in the first year whom i got to know better later, someone i know will always have my back.

su nguan - my excellent pw group leader, the class' best cold-joker and teacher-challenger.

jieming - 0806's laughing gas, never ever passed the basketball to me, ever.

raeger - never got to go beyond your wall, but somehow always made me feel safe and assured whenever you were around.

jason - my abusee and canvas whose elbow always had a smiley face, fellow kboxer and aj idol finalist, a strong shoulder to lean on, ironically a very bad listener!

hockie - someone who left me at 1am at a deserted bus stop for the last 852 bus, the most egotistical guy ever, but has the most charming eyes and smile, who'll never french his girlfriend, just a little boy that i really dote on.

xiaochen - an adamant, self-concluded know-it-all who should really take care of his health.


as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be friends forever.

perfection at 5:03 PM